“When I’m alone and I close my eyes the gap separating us physically often disappears and you penetrate my vision like a picture of love, but perhaps that is because I keep looking at you – as a solid option, as a destination, as a mirror…” (En savoir plus)
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My capacity to love
“I am romantically exhausted, and I’m tired of being called pretty and left behind for my intensity, and the fear it created in me. I am sitting with my gentle pain, surrounded by the gentle love of my friends, expanding my capacity to love beyond rescue and romance….” (En savoir plus)
A truth for every now
“I don’t even try to get somewhere or something out of meditating; I’m merely resting in my freedom. So, if you see me as acting unhinged, that’s because I’m on another app – I meant because I’m not trying to impress you – isn’t that impressive? ‘My presence is…” (En savoir plus)
The mirror
“If life is a river I am water; when I think I am still, I am still flowing – still wet, at least. But do I know for sure I am water, or am I merely trying to explain my constant wetness? Pun is always intended…” (En savoir plus)
Cut!
“Cut! No more performing. But me performing is part of being myself, as much as my intention to stop performing is part of being myself. Either it’s a curse or a play, I cannot help but be myself. A wave cannot fall out of the…” (En savoir plus)
Narziss and me
“I cried for pages as Goldmund went through the pain of seeing what he previously deemed holy now cold and meaningless and what he used to deem selfish and immoral now pure and healing, in other words essential instead of merely necessary. Am I not still going…” (En savoir plus)
Certainty, perceived
“You see how it works? It’s a constant… Ah, I don’t want to call it battle… Process! It’s a constant process dropping the ego, even the superego – the self. They are part of me, they are inseparable, they’re supposed to keep me safe, and moral – wait, moral…” (En savoir plus)
Absolutely not
“When you flow in the river of life, you don’t cling on to every shiny log in your way for too long – you go around it, you go over it. People aren’t logs – yeah, and the logs aren’t always shiny; let them go regardless. There are people…” (En savoir plus)
Tantalising
“Like jazz, I want people who move – with me and for me; who make noises – with me and for me; who talk to me after the show; who stick with me l’after after l’after ou, bien, laughter after laughter; who share their joint with me in the…” (En savoir plus)
Letting go
“My dreams, my passion, my forceful love for you need to rest. And if you are truly a reflection of myself, I’d like to stop chasing reflections and tackle the essence like a pro, that is from within. If you are truly a reflection of myself…” (En savoir plus)
Decided
“It took me a hell of a journey to decide what I truly want. And it took me multiple heavens of a journey to decide that the means does not matter as long as it feels correct. As long as I don’t lose my alignment with my true self…” (En savoir plus)
Light in the heat
“I’ve been feeling light and reassured – my trust in myself playing a big part, I haven’t had time to question the ideologies and if they are aligned – alright, maybe I shouldn’t trust myself that much. Is this how capitalism creeps into our lives? No…” (En savoir plus)